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The trauma of religious Repression
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this truly transcendent film...(by Joachim Trier, whose latest film is the critically acclaimed Sentimental Value)...& especially love its portrayal of the trauma of religious repression, which is also a central theme of my debut memoir Killing Justice... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgQMHG9SGlU

kellygiles
Dec 17, 20251 min read


Musical/Animation indictment of Cashbail system
The cash-bail system forces people charged with a crime to await their trial in jail if they cannot pay—sometimes for months or even years. Robe Imbriano’s documentary short “Criminal” uses music and lyrics by the Tony Award-winning artists Stew Stewart and Heidi Rodewald; animation by Thomas Curtis, who was incarcerated for 11 years; testimony from legal advocates; and excerpts of letters written by inmates to illustrate the grave injustices taking place at Houston’s Harris

kellygiles
Dec 15, 20251 min read


Weronika Mliczewska, director of Child of Dust & I
hanging out with Weronika Mliczewska, director of Child of Dust, the powerful, deeply moving film I got to see at Museum of Tolerance last week...the film captures both fosterchild/orphan and immigrant trauma in all of their raw complexity, and in doing so dives deep into universal themes of love and belonging, as does Killing Justice... https://vimeo.com/1084211801

kellygiles
Dec 14, 20251 min read


Lucy Liu @Rosemead Q&A
great Q&A featuring Lucy Liu & Lawrence Shou following a screening of the powerful, deeply moving Rosemead, which opens this weekend-Go see it!...As a foster kid/adoptee & former immigration lawyer, this film resonated for me as a powerful reminder of the parallels between foster kid/adoptee trauma & immigrant trauma, which I've spent the past decade exploring in my debut memoir Killing Justice, which we are currently adapting for the screen...so kudos to Lucy Liu for creatin

kellygiles
Dec 13, 20251 min read


My Safety poem
my safety poem for last night's aim4theheartorg heart sessions urbanpoetry workshop

kellygiles
Dec 10, 20251 min read


Songs from the Hole-Art Saves lives!
hanging out with the co-creators of the truly transcendent visual album masterpiece Songs from the Hole, Director/ Producer Contessa Gayles, Writer/Music Artist/ Protagonist JJ’88, and Producer/Music Producer richie reseda, featuring a truly transformative vision of how art truly saves lives, & their 3 part collaboration reminds me of similar transcendent, transformative visions, including Ramell Ross' rapturous adaptation of Colson Whitehead's Nickel Boys & Barry Jenkins' wo

kellygiles
Dec 4, 20251 min read


Belonging, Repetition & humor
Love this darkly comic short film ,The Guy Who Got Cut Wrong, which, like my debut memoir Killing Justice, wrestles playfully with questions about the price of belonging, the repetition of unhealed trauma, and the role of humor in helping with the healing of trauma.

kellygiles
Dec 3, 20251 min read


Renewal poem 4 heart sessions
my renewal poem for Aim4the HeArt Heart Sessions urbanpoetry workshop last night...next week's topic is safety ...hope u can join us

kellygiles
Dec 3, 20251 min read


SENTIMENTAL VALUE & THE HEALING POWER OF ART!
poster for Joachim Trier's truly transcendent masterpiece Sentimental Value, which I got to see Monday night at the DGA, which, like my debut memoir Killing Justice, revolves around themes of intergenerational trauma & the healing power of art... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKbcKQN5Yrw

kellygiles
Dec 2, 20251 min read


Hanging out w/Jia Zhangke
Hanging out with Jia Zhangke, after a screening of his masterpiece Ash is Purest White. Among the greatest filmmakers working today, Chinese master Jia Zhang-Ke is the foremost cinematic chronicler of the vast changes that have transformed his country over the last half century in its transition from communism to a globalized, increasingly market-based society. Beginning his career as an underground filmmaker working without state approval, he first attracted attention for hi

kellygiles
Dec 1, 20251 min read


Write Yourself Alive
I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear...I don't know what I think until I write it down. Joan Didion This is also a central theme of Hamnet & my debut memoir Killing Justice.

kellygiles
Nov 30, 20251 min read


HAMNET&THE HEALING POWER OF ART!
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this truly transcendent masterpiece by Chloe Zhao, which powerfully portrays intergenerational trauma and wondrously portrays the healing power of art, as does my debut memoir Killing Justice... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYcgQMxQwmk

kellygiles
Nov 30, 20251 min read


Frederick Buechner on vocation/a central theme of killing justice
A central theme of my debut memoir is captured in Frederick Buechner's definition of vocation, that " The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet.", as prior to my arrest in the fall of 2009 for my friend's fraud, I had NEVER asked myself where my deep gladness could be found, but had ONLY asked myself "what does the world hunger for".

kellygiles
Nov 28, 20251 min read


Hanging out at my friend's thanksgivingparty4orphans
Love these parties...As my friend Dan hosts couchsurfers, & they are some of the coolest people I've ever met...& so I'm hoping many of them will become part of my team as we create the screen adaptation of Killing Justice, especially since its working title is currently Orphan Rising, & hopefully Dan can also host our Film Premiere Party for Orphans as well!

kellygiles
Nov 28, 20251 min read


Duality poem for 2nite's heart sessions
D u a l i t y 3 From To Double-Minded & Destructive Unworthy & Unloveable Tragicomic Troubadour Abandoned & Abused Lost Lawyer Resiliently Radiant Isolated & Infantilized Interdependently Immortalized Sentenced to Stillness

kellygiles
Nov 26, 20251 min read


Duality poem 2023 for heart sessions
Duality 2 Damaged & Deranged & Daringly Different Underground & Unmoored & Unpredictable & Uncontainable Abandoned & Afraid & Affirmed & Affirming Lost & Lazy & Liberated & Laconic Insecure & Incomplete & Interdependent & Inquisitive Traumatized & Terrified & Torn apart & Toughened Youthfully Yielding

kellygiles
Nov 26, 20251 min read


Duality poem 2021 for heart sessions
Duality Double-minded, DoubleSpeak, Doubling Down Uprooted, Unmoored, Unstable & Unconscious Angrily Absent Lost Lawyer Insanely Idealistic Terrifyingly Trusting Youthfully Yearning

kellygiles
Nov 26, 20251 min read


Hanging out w/Claire, Lead singer of Paper Citizen
hanging out with Claire Goh, lead singer of Paper Citizen, during a wonderful Friendsgiving event in Thousand Oaks that she headlined Monday night, along with Songs for Sabotage and Reliza...and given all the parallels between adoptee and immigrant trauma, Claire is hoping to find inspiration from my debut memoir Killing Justice to contribute some music for the soundtrack for the screen version

kellygiles
Nov 25, 20251 min read


Hanging out w/Hikari
hanging out with Hikari, writer/director of the wildly entertaining, deeply moving, truly transcendent Rental Family, after last night's Film Independent screening at AMC Century City, which resonated with SO MANY of the themes of my debut memoir Killing Justice, especially Abandonment, Belonging, & Forgiveness... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0pqP6ClcE8... Hikari’s Rental Family is an ode to all the people out there who are lonely, grieving and in pain, a lesson on how h

kellygiles
Nov 24, 20253 min read


embodying my poetry
“One must give value to their existence by behaving as if ones very existence were a work of art.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche

kellygiles
Nov 22, 20251 min read
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